he sucks

There's a song: Soulmate by Natasha Bedingfield. It has a line that goes: "Who doesn't long for someone to hold, who knows how to love you without being told."

Once upon a time, I felt like I had that someone. That time was long ago. I felt so loved. It felt like a dream. Now, he always has to be told. I know he's capable. That he can love me and be dear to me. And it happens, it does. But you can put your money on when I'm down, he won't come through. You'll make millions.

So he has to be told. What does that mean? That he doesn't love me. He fell out of it. I can list a million reasons why. I am not for him. It's plain. It's simple.

The truth is I do not want that truth. I want him. I love him. I adore him.

Sucks I'm going to be alone. Sucks happiness won't come, not from him.

I really wish this wasn't the truth.

Grown together? you'd think so..

As you've seen, we've been together for a number of years. However, it is still a long distance bit.

We just concluded we like to be handled differently when we are upset and still don't quite grasp those differences. I expect that he'd like to be handled the way I would like if I felt the way he did. This apparently is not the case.
We also concluded we do not like what the other does... While I thought this was the case for myself to him. Apparently, he feels the same way that whatever he does it's just not the way I wanted him to handle it..

Our overall conclusion from these points seem obvious right? But this idea of love, and definitely attachment and longing for each other stops it and makes up just want to ignore these bold differences. Breaking up is such a horrible solution.. please tell me I'm right..